Texting

Sometimes I wish texting did not exist. Hear me out before freaking. Sometimes texting is great. I'm in a quiet place and can't call... What will I do? Oh I can't text my mom or friend or whoever. BUT sometimes we get so used to texting that we don't take the time to really talk to people anymore. Or we tell people how we feel through texting and then think we don't have to talk about how we feel. 

This is my soapbox for today. Who knows what it will be tomorrow? 

Xoxo,

Blabbermouth:)

Adorable moments that I cherish

She's the reason I try in life and the reason for everyone's smile ;). Love that girl. My niece is an angel sent to our family... With a little attitude of course :). Enjoy. 

Xoxo, Blabbermouth:)

Awkward

Last night I did something kind of awkward (which is also the title of one of my favorite shows). I kind of made an arce of myself and thought I blew it... And then it was okay. 

I told the truth to a person I really care about and was so scared. I talked to my best friend about it, and she gave me the courage (that's a little strong.. But she helped me) to tell the truth. It all ended pretty well. Ya know when you send a text and think you're gonna die? Oh you don't???? Well let me tell you that I am amazing and not that scared of things... Well I was about to puke and lose it sending a text (that was not even that big of deal). 

That's all I guess. Idk what else to say. 

Thanks, 

Blabbermouth :)

Weekend IN CS

I will write more later, but for now here are some photos from my beautiful weekend in CS with J-lo. :))))

Just because

I totally forgot to post about the "just because" incident. Well a couple of weeks ago now, I received some flowers at school - in front of my student- so of course they are freaking out. Their teacher was also freaking out. I was like whose are these in my head and turning BRIGHT RED! Haha oh goodness. Anyway, our student worker from last year was visiting my school, and she just happened to deliver them to me and got to see all this. She was like READ THE CARD. what did the card you ask????!!!! Just because. From Garrett. Awwwww. Right? I know. He really is a keeper. It's hard for me to realize that he's like my boyfriend. It's been so long that I've been able to have a guy around my family and friends (and myself) that I actually care for them to be around. He's great. Moving on.... Well I had to go deliver something to his mom, and I did a little just because of my own. ;) mine wasn't as extravagant, but he liked the card and candy left in his room ;). I wrote "just because" on the card. Honestly, I was just going to write that on the envelope, but I killed the envelope by writing a 'g' instead of a 'j'. Awkward! The English teacher can't write! Haha

Anyway, night. Because I'm sleepy :))))

Xoxo,
Blabbermouth :)

No social media

Since Tuesday, I have not been on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter or Snapchat AND I AM ALIVE! It really has not been that bad, but I have been texting a lot more of my friends :))).
Yesterday, my new Michael Kors watch came in. I received gift cards for Christmas, and that is what I decided to buy. I have no regrets because it is beautiful! Silver Silver! :)
Anyway... back to fb madness. My friends and family looked at me like I was crazy... as in... Can you really do this? Well I have done it. I am kind of missing posting so many photos. When I am at Jennifer's birthday (a friend that lives in CS that I have not seen in FOREVER) I will probably regret no picture posting because we will be reunited! I will just have to blog about our fun birthday dinner and drinks! Well I have to go teach so TGIF! Happy weekend :)

xoxo,
Blabbermouth :)

School

School is like HALF way over for the year. That is very frightening since I need more time with some of these children. God will have to protect their minds.. and mine when the STAAR comes. I have so many lovable kids this year that I would seriously adopt. Some of them talk to me like an older sibling to confide in :). I am so thankful for that. These students I have this year really put a smile on my face, and I have like zero (mostly) behavior issues.

Impromptu post

Just adding this (wrote this yesterday) to the following post... I was really focused on buying a house and then reality hit that it would be awesome to SAVE money and buy a dream type house for my first home. These are the things that were in my mind while writing this .... not like having BAYBAYs! haha

This evening I'm feeling like I want to "jump the gun". When you're in a race, you always wait for the gun shot. I am just wanting to push! push! on! I'm so happy in life... great job and an even greater support system, but I feel unsettled- if that's the right word. 23 (and a half) is such a weird age. I know I'll look back and freak out at these amazing times. I feel like I need to not be such a doubting Thomas. I'm going to pray that prayer right now. Gimme 5.

Okay... Proceeding. I'm tired of waiting and wishing. God has it all in control all the time AND I need to practice what I preach. I'm done.

My new beau is so sweet and caring, and sometimes all I do is wonder what he's thinking. Let me just say.. That ain't gonna happen sister! To myself.

The male species is a wonder. I'm about 5% sure the guy will read this, so it's okay. Shout out to you babe if you do! You know the girl you're dating is a thinker. Sometimes all my mind does is think and wonder... Even while teaching. Is that bad?

In the past few years, I thought about what it would be like to graduate college, if I would be a teacher, what grade I would teacher if I graduated, how old I would be when I got married, would my husband be like my ex boyfriend and belittle me (when I say that I'm taking some of the blame too. I went back. I put myself in the position. I needed that mistake to make me a better, well rounded person and to push me to find the "right" guy for me), would I have kids, would I like little ME's  lol just to name a few of the thoughts I had.

Well fast forward and a lot of those questions have not been filled. I'm like whattttt? Greatness! How would that feel to actually have all answered. Thank The Lord, they're still questions and I can explore a little longer. Even writing that sentence I just had a thought. Do I really feel that way?

Where should I explore?

I think a lot of this was.... I lost my train of thought going from phone to iPad. Great! I hate when that happens in the middle of a great thought. When you don't have a ton you have to make it work! Anywho! I've been seeing people getting engaged and like my friends say, "I'm always at a wedding", so it's just weird wanting that and not wanting it all at the same time. I'm happy to be a young woman in a world that says (usually) that women can do as much as men.

Where did that come from? This was a kind of poor me-- privileged white girl and it's a Monday and now it's girl power. Welcome to my mind.

TTYL, 

Blabbermouth :)