Well I've been single for a few months now, and I've got to say... I don't hate it like I thought I would. Recently, I've been hanging out with different people and so busy out of my mind that I haven't had time to care. I was asked out the other day, and I didn't really realize it was happening and I accepted... Random I know. We will have to see how that goes when it happens. Another guy has added me to Facebook without my knowledge that it was to "get to know me" or something like that because I'm pretty. It's flattering but a little strange that he hasn't said anything to me... Just to a friend. Come on dude!!!! I've been with shy guys before and idk if loud Brittany can handle that. Sweet, calm Brittany thinks it's very nice and charming thought :). Back to the single life. I haven't had to worry about much of anything lately. The end of school was great because I just thought about my students and that was it... I went to a party right after school ending for graduations and parties and it was cool to not have to include anyone (even though let's me real--I would have done that in a heart beat).
The sucky part of this situation is that my heart and mind are doing two different things apparently because I'm still having dreams with his face In them--- it's downright annoying when I'm trying to get over that and then in my dreams he's like, "Hey girl! You're beautiful" and whatever. It's okay just kind of hard to deal with at times. I don't know if I really forget right when I wake up or I pretend I do and then get kind of upset all over again. I'm better than that--- whatevs!
Well happy summer from this teacher :)
Xoxo,
Blabbermouth :)
