It all started with a thought

It all started with a thought. I posted the above picture (status) on Facebook thinking not a lot about it beforehand... But then.... I got to thinking. Uh oh! I know! 

Now just because I'm a female, does not mean that everything I blog about has to be about a male. Obviously(if you follow me), it usually does... But that's beside the point. What I want to say is that it still sucks (I say still because I've wrote about this before) that people from your past can't stick around for every long. Now it's one thing if it's not meant to be, they are mean to you, or they die, but what about those friends that you just lose touch with or that old boyfriend that you really did like but you were in different places. (Run on... So what?) Well to those cases, I want to say... What the heck?  It sucks!

I don't know what men... I mean friends have to just not be friends or whatever they were to you anymore. It's like you grow apart and then it's awkward. 

Now back to the FB post: 

I feel like I was trying to say... Well.. Uh... That it's weird when you think back in time and see that person and imagine  talking and them saying your name, but you feel like it didn't really happen. Idk how to explain it... Maybe what if? Yes what if? I had a long time bf, but now it's hard to even remember what we had in common or what we even talked about. It's like a puzzle of huh? We went out? Not even going into the fact that I don't even remember the last time we talked or I saw him in person. Weird? Right? Now that is a good thing in most cases to not see an Ex... I get that one, but what about those friends that you used to do everything with... Then one day! Poof! They're gone! I wish all of my friends could go together one day and hang out and just remember all the good time! Where do I live? Not in a rainbow land of that's what you're thinking! I know that'll never happen, but a girl can dream. 

Random topic in my head: I should be a buzzfeed writer one day! I have a lot to say and share, and I think it would/could be fun to write about random things like plucking or waxing!!!! Oo ohhh aaaaahhhh. Idk! 

Well back to the subject at hand... There's nothing else to say except I'm a loony person and enjoy thinking it all out. It's always helped me to write things down. Recently I wrote a heart felt text to a friend of mine and probably freaked them out, but hey! That's me. Take it (me) or leave her? Idk how that goes. 

Sayonara! (sp?) 

Xoxo,

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