The next five years...

How about a post where I write about what I expect in the next 5 years? Well okay! Sounds great!

I'm obviously a Christ driven person, so that got me thinkin' why not write a post writing all my hopes and dreams for the next 5 years of my life.

1. I want to be happy.
2. I want to be in a happy, safe, loving relationship.
3. I want to be a better teacher.
4. I want to become closer to Jesus Christ.

This is all I can come up with at the moment.

Ps since I only really have one big fan---

5. I want to have more nieces and nephews to love and hug! ;) @ashley --- maybe kari too!

Xoxo,
Blabbermouth :)

Nothing to do with 4th of July. Sorry ;)

For the first time in forever --- yes! The song from "Frozen" really hits home with me--still! I think it's because "for the first time in forever" I really feel free. In the past (high school and on) I was part of the most bizarre relationship of texting and talking and dating someone and then breaking up and the same stuff over and over for the last like 7+ years. Last year, (or maybe 2012) is when it finally ended. I feel free. I don't have to worry about my cell phone dinging and it being "him" or anything like that and it's really awesome. I want to date again and be engaged and be married, but I am loving this stage in life of nothingness... That sounds sad. I just mean nothing as in no one to hold me back or worry in a negative way about who I talk to, hang out with or speak to. It's lovely to say the least. When you're under a microscope there's nothing you can hide. And the great thing now-- is there is nothing to hide bc I won't have to.

My family has always been so caring and amazing and I thank God for them daily. I only wish I had appreciated them more in the "I'm dating who I want phase". It wasn't really dating. It was like a union of annoyance. Uh oh I sound mean again-- scratch that jury! Lol.

Let's just say I'm happy where I am in life. Literally! It's summer time and for this teacher.. I am thrilled! I can't wait for gulf shores this month. Alabama is so amazing y'all. I know! Crazy, right? No way! It's great and magical and GORG!

Anyway, happy 4th! May the 4th be with you! -- eh, too much!

Haha

With love & ttyl,
Blabbermouth ;)

Single lyfe

Well I've been single for a few months now, and I've got to say... I don't hate it like I thought I would. Recently, I've been hanging out with different people and so busy out of my mind that I haven't had time to care. I was asked out the other day, and I didn't really realize it was happening and I accepted... Random I know. We will have to see how that goes when it happens. Another guy has added me to Facebook without my knowledge that it was to "get to know me" or something like that because I'm pretty. It's flattering but a little strange that he hasn't said anything to me... Just to a friend. Come on dude!!!! I've been with shy guys before and idk if loud Brittany can handle that. Sweet, calm Brittany thinks it's very nice and charming thought :). Back to the single life. I haven't had to worry about much of anything lately. The end of school was great because I just thought about my students and that was it... I went to a party right after school ending for graduations and parties and it was cool to not have to include anyone (even though let's me real--I would have done that in a heart beat).
The sucky part of this situation is that my heart and mind are doing two different things apparently because I'm still having dreams with his face In them--- it's downright annoying when I'm trying to get over that and then in my dreams he's like, "Hey girl! You're beautiful" and whatever. It's okay just kind of hard to deal with at times. I don't know if I really forget right when I wake up or I pretend I do and then get kind of upset all over again. I'm better than that--- whatevs!

Well happy summer from this teacher :)

Xoxo,
Blabbermouth :)

today

Whelp! Two Thursday ago, I started Nutrisystem. It is going well! I have lost 6+ pounds. It really is a nice feeling. I will be a maid of honor this summer and have a cruise set for June (the weekend after).

Besides needing to lose weight anyway. I was looking at some TBT photos in honor of today being Thursday, and I loved the way I looked my sophomore year of college. :)

A friend posted on facebook something to the effect of "looking back and not knowing that you looked good"... like back then you thought you looked horrible but you looked amazing---er. Well ya. Haha. That was a pretty good year for me.

I don't really post a lot about motivation and posting pics of abs and stuff... but maybe I should because people are all about Jillian Michaels picture hanging in their kitchen as a reminder to look AWESOME and not stuff their face.

Well I love you guys!
Night! EEEEk Friday is tomorrow, and my BF will be home after a month of NOT seeing him!

xoxo,
Blabbermouth :)

Texting

Sometimes I wish texting did not exist. Hear me out before freaking. Sometimes texting is great. I'm in a quiet place and can't call... What will I do? Oh I can't text my mom or friend or whoever. BUT sometimes we get so used to texting that we don't take the time to really talk to people anymore. Or we tell people how we feel through texting and then think we don't have to talk about how we feel. 

This is my soapbox for today. Who knows what it will be tomorrow? 

Xoxo,

Blabbermouth:)

Adorable moments that I cherish

She's the reason I try in life and the reason for everyone's smile ;). Love that girl. My niece is an angel sent to our family... With a little attitude of course :). Enjoy. 

Xoxo, Blabbermouth:)

Awkward

Last night I did something kind of awkward (which is also the title of one of my favorite shows). I kind of made an arce of myself and thought I blew it... And then it was okay. 

I told the truth to a person I really care about and was so scared. I talked to my best friend about it, and she gave me the courage (that's a little strong.. But she helped me) to tell the truth. It all ended pretty well. Ya know when you send a text and think you're gonna die? Oh you don't???? Well let me tell you that I am amazing and not that scared of things... Well I was about to puke and lose it sending a text (that was not even that big of deal). 

That's all I guess. Idk what else to say. 

Thanks, 

Blabbermouth :)