For the first time in forever --- yes! The song from "Frozen" really hits home with me--still! I think it's because "for the first time in forever" I really feel free. In the past (high school and on) I was part of the most bizarre relationship of texting and talking and dating someone and then breaking up and the same stuff over and over for the last like 7+ years. Last year, (or maybe 2012) is when it finally ended. I feel free. I don't have to worry about my cell phone dinging and it being "him" or anything like that and it's really awesome. I want to date again and be engaged and be married, but I am loving this stage in life of nothingness... That sounds sad. I just mean nothing as in no one to hold me back or worry in a negative way about who I talk to, hang out with or speak to. It's lovely to say the least. When you're under a microscope there's nothing you can hide. And the great thing now-- is there is nothing to hide bc I won't have to.
My family has always been so caring and amazing and I thank God for them daily. I only wish I had appreciated them more in the "I'm dating who I want phase". It wasn't really dating. It was like a union of annoyance. Uh oh I sound mean again-- scratch that jury! Lol.
Let's just say I'm happy where I am in life. Literally! It's summer time and for this teacher.. I am thrilled! I can't wait for gulf shores this month. Alabama is so amazing y'all. I know! Crazy, right? No way! It's great and magical and GORG!
Anyway, happy 4th! May the 4th be with you! -- eh, too much!
Haha
With love & ttyl,
Blabbermouth ;)
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